Why I'm Not Rushing to Deploy Cash Right Now
I want to be upfront about something that makes most financial media uncomfortable: I've been trimming some positions and letting cash build rather than immediately redeploying it. Not because I panicked, and not because I'm bearish forever. I have a specific reason, a specific set of conditions I'm watching for, and a plan for when I'll put it back to work.
That's the difference between cash as a strategy and cash as fear.
What "Holding Cash" Actually Means
My asset allocation philosophy is deliberately simple: Equity + Cash. No bonds, no alternatives, no complex hedges. The simplicity forces clarity.
To be precise about what this means in practice: equity is still the majority of my portfolio. I also run a passive index sleeve where I contribute a fixed amount every week regardless of market conditions, that DCA continues on autopilot and I don't touch it based on macro views. What I'm talking about here is the active stock-picking side, where I have discretion over timing. The cash there has built up in two ways: I've taken some profits on positions that reached my sell targets, and new cash coming in isn't being immediately deployed into new active picks. I'm not rushing to find a home for it. When cash on this side is above my long-term average, it means something specific: I'm either waiting for a better entry on stocks I already want to own, or I'm uncertain enough about near-term conditions that the opportunity cost of being wrong outweighs the opportunity cost of waiting.
Right now, it's both.
The Setup
The market has been repricing a lot of things at once, and the picture isn't clean.
Geopolitical risk isn't going away. Iran-related tensions in the Middle East are not just headline noise, they carry real implications for energy prices, supply chains, and risk appetite globally. And here's the part people underestimate: even if the conflict stopped today, the inflation damage is already in the pipeline. Energy shocks don't reverse overnight. Insurance premiums on shipping routes stay elevated. Supply chain rerouting has costs that take quarters to show up in earnings. The war stopping would be good news, but it wouldn't undo the inflation it's already seeded.
AI is adding a different kind of pressure on stagflation risk. This one is more nuanced. AI is deflationary for goods and services in the long run, but it's disruptive to the labor market right now. White-collar job displacement is accelerating, and that hits consumer demand. At the same time, the energy and infrastructure buildout required to run these systems is deeply inflationary. We could end up in an environment where growth slows (because employed people spend money, and there are fewer of them) while certain costs keep rising. Stagflation (weak growth, stubborn inflation) is the scenario the market seems least prepared for, because it's the one where the Fed has no good moves.
Valuations have come down from the peak but aren't cheap. The S&P 500 forward P/E has pulled back from around 22x at the highs to roughly 20x today. It's an improvement, but still well above the long-run average. In other words, the market has repriced some risk but is still pricing in a fairly optimistic earnings and rate path. I'm not willing to pay 20x forward earnings when the macro environment has this many moving parts.
Fair value on a great business is not a reason to buy, it's a reason to wait. I've learned that lesson the hard way. The combination of still-elevated valuations and a macro backdrop with genuine stagflation risk is exactly the time to be patient.
A Note on Market Timing
I know what the standard advice says: "Time in the market beats timing the market." I've read it a thousand times. I respect the data behind it for index investors. But I'm not running an index. I'm running a concentrated portfolio of individual businesses I've researched deeply, and the math changes when you're concentrated.
When you own 8 to 12 positions and put serious weight into each one, buying at the wrong price is not a rounding error. A 20% lower entry on a position that represents 10% of your portfolio is a meaningful return difference over a five-year hold. Waiting three to six months for the right setup, when it's the right setup, is rational portfolio management, not cowardice.
I've spent years trying to separate "disciplined patience" from "paralysis disguised as discipline." The difference is whether you have a concrete thesis and specific conditions that would change your mind. I do.
What Would Change My Mind
The conditions that would make me put cash to work:
1. Valuation becomes compelling, not just fair
Quality businesses trade at a discount when the market gets scared about something specific. When I can identify a company where the worry is real but manageable, the bear case is largely priced in, and I see a clear path to fundamental improvement, that's when cash becomes ammunition.
2. The macro story starts to clear
Geopolitical risk is hard to price with precision, but it's not invisible. Energy prices, credit spreads, earnings revisions: these leave tracks. When I see the data suggesting the worst-case scenario is becoming less likely to be priced in, not more, I start moving.
3. Momentum confirms what fundamentals suggest
I use technical analysis as a secondary verification tool. I don't buy a fundamental thesis just because the chart looks good, but I also won't ignore a chart that's telling me sentiment is still deeply negative when I'm thinking about stepping in. Price and volume action are a real-time vote on what serious money is doing. When the trend starts turning and my fundamental work is already done, that's the signal to act.
4. A specific name reaches my target entry
The most actionable version: I have a watchlist with target prices on businesses I know well. If one of them trades down to where I want to own it (on the right kind of weakness, market or sector dislocation rather than fundamental deterioration), I buy it regardless of what the broader market is doing. Concentrated investing means you don't need many opportunities. You need a few good ones.
The Psychological Side
One thing I've found is that having some cash already deployed makes patience easier during downturns. When a stock I own 10% in drops 15%, the knowledge that I held back some powder (that I sold a bit into strength earlier) means I'm not sitting there frozen. I already "did something." I protected some gain. That psychological comfort isn't trivial. It's what keeps me from panic-selling at the bottom or, worse, from being so fully deployed that I can't buy more when prices become genuinely attractive.
Conversely, holding cash through a bull run is genuinely hard. The FOMO is real. But I've come to see it differently: the cost of holding cash is the return I'm not making. The cost of being wrong at a bad entry is paying that cost plus the loss of capital and the emotional damage of sitting through a drawdown on a stock I bought at the wrong time. The asymmetry favors patience.
Where I Am Now
My active cash position is above my long-term average, built up through some deliberate trims and by not rushing to redeploy incoming cash. I still hold positions in businesses where the thesis is intact and I'm happy with what I paid. I'm not selling those out of macro fear. But when a position reaches my target or the thesis weakens, the proceeds are sitting in cash rather than being rotated immediately into something new.
That said, I'm not sitting completely still. When a quality business I've been tracking drops to a price with a clear margin of safety, I'll start a small position patiently, in small amounts, without trying to call the exact bottom. The bar is just higher than usual: the business has to be genuinely excellent and the valuation has to do most of the work for me. I'm not stretching for anything right now.
This is a watch-and-wait moment. Not a prediction that markets crash. Not a recession call. Just a sober look at the current setup and a conclusion that the best opportunities for me right now are the ones that don't exist yet, the ones that will show up when something breaks and creates a real entry.
That's the plan. The market will give me a chance. It always does.
This is the first post in a series where I document my investing process and the decisions behind it. Next up: the 6-step framework I use for everything from initial research to sell decisions.